Respect your own skill as part of your strength. I thought about it last night before went to sleep. For sometime I’ve been doing job that part of it doesn’t connect directly to my previous training and interest. As time goes by and I come to this stage where I need to integrate that skill into the whole package that I already had.
Previously I was disappointed because to do training for different skill means that I will abandon and less practising the skills I had. There is a price for that. Also, I am looking beyond salary and something to keep me busy. I am looking for a job that can give me ‘fulfil-feeling’ on the process. So the search continue.
I am very relieve that someone will carry on my responsibilities in my present organization. This is not mere an organization where I work. The organization and myself are growing together. So I can’t let it go until someone will take care of it.
Finding a new job with the same level attachment is difficult. Most of jobs related to gender or women rights issues and library are based in Jakarta. Even if the working area is not in Jakarta, the recruitment coming from there and will be based there with travelling to provinces or remote areas. Of course there is cost and travel effectiveness consideration. But I also think that the cost can be cheaper and still travel-wise if it moves to other province outside Jakarta. The time and money spent in Jakarta life and traffic are not that efficient anymore.
That is only one of the many things I want to write about. Lately I become lazy and less enthusiast to write. I mean tweeps are not writing, they’re just tweets and links. I need to write about the increase of divorce statistic in East Java provinces, impotency, housing policy and city plan, even write about my own house. So much to write. Just a thought. Just a thought.
Malang, 25 February 2012
